A Teacher’s Lockdown Lament by Vidya Shankar

 

Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow

Creeps in this petty pace, day to day,

The hours are upon me, quite unapologetically,

Not giving me a chance to even whisper 

A gratitude for the sufficiency of devices available

For my students and me to carry on,

Pretty unscathed, through lockdown lethargies,

Our interactions of learning and teaching.

And so, as one online class moves on into another,

As days become nights and nights become days,

As time is measured by the digital clock on the screen,

As sound is now a faint unpleasant hum

In plugged ears,

And sleep seeps in when the luminance that glares into eyes"

Eventually, everyday dims to darkness,

I grapple with time—

Time—when my hands can feel life and better things

Than the qwerty;

Time—when my eyes can look upon the brightness

Of a sunlit morn or a moonlit night;

Time—when my ears brim with real music;

Time—when I can un-quarantine myself

Away from my desk upon which sits,

In a box, my classes of eight, nine, and ten,

And experience the freedom of lockdown.

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(The opening lines, "Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow /

Creeps in this petty pace, day to day" are from the famous soliloquy in Shakespeare's Macbeth.)